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Birthday: 11/4/1987
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Sunday, November 20, 2005

3o ---------------------

 

Hehe i saw Lee {freshly evicted from aussie idol}. He served me maccas.

 

More details on myspace... cos cbbed to re-type on xanga.


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

29 ----------------------Pre-English Paper II Episode

Okaies... i know this is a bit late but hey...

Anyways that night everybody couldnt sleep cos it was frigging ENGLISH PAPER II a couple of days later...

Anyhows... thinking i was a good girl for sleeping at 11 oclock and will cram in some last mintue preparation for the test on thursday {i forget}. I slept sweet and sound until at 12 o'clock i got a huge stomache............ Another episode of gastintestinal disorder i thought... but it wouldnt go away .. so i just said ......... fuk it ... going to sleep after taking some medication.... then at 3 i think the time was ... i woke up again... couldnt take it no more... it was so painful... and then a few mintues later ............. SPLATTER!!!!!!!!!~~~~

vomitting all my dinner out................... smelly ass................ TT

In pure ... wth ... i ran into my parent's room asking their kind assistance.. except there was none expect ... "GO back to sleep" and "OMG OMG ... let's go to the hospital" .........................=.=" Once again you see the inconsistancy in my parent's views and opinions... It's difficult living with 21st century views and the constant need to upgrade yourself and the traditionist and non-conformist opinions of my other birth parent.

After 5 mintues of debate... dad decided he needed to rash me to hospital as i could have some exotic disease that will kill my intestine or myself.  And mum just wanted to sleep and quiet from my yelling father.

So in a matter of seconds i was rashed to hospital. It was a peculiar place. Not quite as they try to portray it in the movies. Maybe it was because i arrived at 4am. But nonetheless it was a calm and sterile place. With the typical grumpy receptionist peering down your thoart as you try desperately to write your "full" name in peace and a few sleepy patients sitting quietly alone on the edge of a row of seats. Maybe it was new to me beacuse i've never went to a hospital before ... "just for me". The last time i went i awaited the birth of my sibiling AG. That was a blur and all i learnt that night was how to draw a cat with the alphabet by a kind-hearted nurse.

After sometime the young stumby asian looking female doctor called me into the emergency ward for further examination. The place was dark and suffocating. There were a fat young bloke on one bed fast asleep to my left as i walked in and the path directly in front of me was too dark to be seen. All that was visible was the back of the doctor that guided my way.

Testing my pulse and blood pressure, i was told "You're fine now.". Just for added security i told her to write my a letter jsut in case it happend again.. x).

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A few days later .. i found the letter she had written.... tempted by the devil {.. or my hamartia} i ripped opened the letter...

 

All i found was a letter sized 8 in font... mixed with complicated surgeon jargon and a sentence that didn't make any sense.

Now i realised the essence of education. More like the importance of standard english.

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"We've started phasing in free photos for all Classic users! We'll be giving out free photos in order of seniority... Everyone should have free photos *by the end of October*, but as of today (9/29/05)... If you joined Xanga before May 13, 2004 August 17, 2004, you now have 200MB of free photo storage space! "

 

I promote ageism. Sighs. Life goes on.


Friday, September 23, 2005

LUCKY NUMBER 28

Listening to TLC - NO SCRUBS ... ^_____^ i love it when my 20gbs of music are played at random you cherish olddie music more ^_^*

hehe out of pure highness .. meh and jazzo decided we'll go scan the answer to the catholic trials XD ... in doign so tons of stuff stuffed up TT ... modern technology pfft...

Anyways to prevent nasty short juniors from taking our computah ... we wrote this sign and return after roll call to finish our business

 

*insert picture soon*

 

 

 

 

 

23.09.05 --- at 9.07 ... still hvnt studied for chinese school

must paste in this beautiful quote from don don .. cos its one of those spare of the moment things TT XD <3 afta * ... our group is precisely summarised with these words XD

[n.b i hate shen ... she made meh almost cry again at home without neone TT ........ ^^* <3 ultimate babe]

 

STGGHS 2005] _yinsyung*|| unwilling to lose the innerchild. says:

our friendship is amazing

[STGGHS 2005] _yinsyung*|| unwilling to lose the innerchild. says:

everything is amazing

[STGGHS 2005] _yinsyung*|| unwilling to lose the innerchild. says:

that's why we cry jen, because we're amazing

 

 

 


Sunday, September 18, 2005

27 - STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!

"Max(choikangchangmin) will be attending Kyunghee Finearts deseign university, finearts department, majoring in post modern music. Max practically went through war getting accepted when the ratio of acceptance is 13.7:1. "

^^ okaies changminna ... if you can get into a fine arts school and so PO-MO music

ill get into interior designs/international studies so i can go to korea and be wif yoO .......... mwahahahahahahaha ^____________________________^""


Friday, September 09, 2005

26 - School of thought

As i stood in the shower your words repeated through my head.

"I can't do this to her.... she is my sister."

... Why couldn't you do the same for me? The feather and the soul is never completely balanced.

I remember the days when we were young, naive and carefree. Those were the days we all like to hold on to and cherish. When you and i have been once close, until we parted.

What happend? Was it the lack of communication?

The fairytale has ended. The wheel has turned its full circle. It's all over between us. Then why am i still not letting go? I'm not angry at you for the mistakes that have been made, but rather at myself. Why did i let this happen?

I wish i could turn back time. Pause it at the moment that it went wrong. Then they will be no such word as regret. Regrets are human flaws. Humans are meant to make mistakes. But why do we have to pay the price and coin this as regret? Why do we have to regret the past and not cherish it? This is reason for my angst.

Why did you have to tell me the truth mum?

As a consequence, I now have to live in a world of shadows. A world where your body and soul is torturment by those words. Words of betrayal. Words of soul satisfaction. Words of regret.

The water continues to fall down my body as I tried hard to cleanse my dirty-ness. The darken spot that you can never completely erase. It will always remain there. Forever and ever. Life has taught me to become a sadist. To become immuned to the coldness and the pain inside.

I feel pained.

 



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